Thursday, June 26, 2003
Dear 'M',
This is my brand new site http://www.freewebs.com/yewhoo/
Feel free to visit it.
This is my brand new site http://www.freewebs.com/yewhoo/
Feel free to visit it.
Another child blessed by LOVE, 9:13:00 pm.
Thursday, June 19, 2003
Dear 'M',
Today is my last day talking in here. I will be moving house soon. Be sure to tune in to know my new site.
Today is my last day talking in here. I will be moving house soon. Be sure to tune in to know my new site.
Another child blessed by LOVE, 7:07:00 pm.
Tuesday, June 17, 2003
Dear 'M',
The weather has turned cold for the past few days. The once hot days of the month of May has been thrown behind us as past history. I was tossing and turning on my bed yesterday night. I just couldn't put myself to sleep. My mind kept flashing images, sad ones in front of my eyes. Sad memories and feeling gripped hold of my emotions. Sadness has begun running up and down my tired spine. I had never felt this feeling of sadness before in my life. I was an experience i wouldn't want to experience it again.
The feeling was just unbearable. I felt i was an out cast from the ancient times, roaming the endless desserts and fields of sparkling green grass. It was the first time i felt so isolated and lonely. In my youngers days, i lived my life in such a 'happy-go-lucky' attitude. I felt really happy then. There was no such word as sad in those days. However, as i grow older, maturity had taken its toll into my emotional life. I began to realize that i couldn't live my live if i was isolated. That's why i always got to make friends that could accompany beside me. I need the encouragement from them to be able to face life.
However, they feeling of being together with them had been shattered . I actually felt that i was being isolated forever. this kind of feeling has never struck me before. I am actually watching my friends taking another journey different from mine. Even though i am able to call them out once in awhile to meet, i just couldn't bear the sight of them not being with me most of the time. The kind of isolation had inflicted its damage on my fragile emotional world. I felt like being pinned down to the earth, not having the energy to stand up and face the world of challenges in front of me.
However, my friend terry had shone a glimmer of light in my life. I felt a new leash of life appearing within me. I felt that i have met a true friend at last! I never had such a feeling of happiness when meeting a new friend. Terry has given me a different impression. He is truely a friend to cherish. He is the first person as my friend to have confronted my attitude. He felt agitated at first by my unforgiving attitude. However, he has the patience to talk to me and ask me to change. I felt for the first time, a feeling which i can't described. He just like my guardian angel, guiding me slowly to the righteous path. He has given me the encouragement and courage to face the new challenges ahead of me.
I hereby, apologize to him of any wrong doing that i had done to him. I really felt remorseful of what i had done. Will you forgive me terry? I really hope that this friendship with last throughout the rest of our lives cause i really felt you are a god-send friend to me. I will cherish the actions you had done for me for the past few weeks. You have really changed my way of thoughts and expression of myself. I hereby thanked you for all the things you have done. The things you had done has further concrete our relationship as friends. I could only say, thank you my friend once again. Friends now and will still be until the end of our lives.
Reading through the complicated feeling shown in the lastest blog belonging to Terry. Terry, i urged you to strengthen your relationship with jun hui as a friend cause i really felt a sense of caringness she has showned to you. I seldom see such an attitude shown by a friend. Even though she's a bit wild and rude at times when she is angered, she makes a perfect friend besides that. Terry, you have been such a great person. For what i have said today, i do hope you will appreciate my feelings. Once again, thank you!
The weather has turned cold for the past few days. The once hot days of the month of May has been thrown behind us as past history. I was tossing and turning on my bed yesterday night. I just couldn't put myself to sleep. My mind kept flashing images, sad ones in front of my eyes. Sad memories and feeling gripped hold of my emotions. Sadness has begun running up and down my tired spine. I had never felt this feeling of sadness before in my life. I was an experience i wouldn't want to experience it again.
The feeling was just unbearable. I felt i was an out cast from the ancient times, roaming the endless desserts and fields of sparkling green grass. It was the first time i felt so isolated and lonely. In my youngers days, i lived my life in such a 'happy-go-lucky' attitude. I felt really happy then. There was no such word as sad in those days. However, as i grow older, maturity had taken its toll into my emotional life. I began to realize that i couldn't live my live if i was isolated. That's why i always got to make friends that could accompany beside me. I need the encouragement from them to be able to face life.
However, they feeling of being together with them had been shattered . I actually felt that i was being isolated forever. this kind of feeling has never struck me before. I am actually watching my friends taking another journey different from mine. Even though i am able to call them out once in awhile to meet, i just couldn't bear the sight of them not being with me most of the time. The kind of isolation had inflicted its damage on my fragile emotional world. I felt like being pinned down to the earth, not having the energy to stand up and face the world of challenges in front of me.
However, my friend terry had shone a glimmer of light in my life. I felt a new leash of life appearing within me. I felt that i have met a true friend at last! I never had such a feeling of happiness when meeting a new friend. Terry has given me a different impression. He is truely a friend to cherish. He is the first person as my friend to have confronted my attitude. He felt agitated at first by my unforgiving attitude. However, he has the patience to talk to me and ask me to change. I felt for the first time, a feeling which i can't described. He just like my guardian angel, guiding me slowly to the righteous path. He has given me the encouragement and courage to face the new challenges ahead of me.
I hereby, apologize to him of any wrong doing that i had done to him. I really felt remorseful of what i had done. Will you forgive me terry? I really hope that this friendship with last throughout the rest of our lives cause i really felt you are a god-send friend to me. I will cherish the actions you had done for me for the past few weeks. You have really changed my way of thoughts and expression of myself. I hereby thanked you for all the things you have done. The things you had done has further concrete our relationship as friends. I could only say, thank you my friend once again. Friends now and will still be until the end of our lives.
Reading through the complicated feeling shown in the lastest blog belonging to Terry. Terry, i urged you to strengthen your relationship with jun hui as a friend cause i really felt a sense of caringness she has showned to you. I seldom see such an attitude shown by a friend. Even though she's a bit wild and rude at times when she is angered, she makes a perfect friend besides that. Terry, you have been such a great person. For what i have said today, i do hope you will appreciate my feelings. Once again, thank you!
Another child blessed by LOVE, 1:41:00 pm.
Monday, June 16, 2003
Dear 'M',
Hey, this is my first post on blogspot.com. My friend Terry encouraged me to have a blog myself. Actually, i find it interesting to have a blog since i can actually reflect on my day's experiences and my thoughts about it.
I've been living my past few weeks in anxiety. I was actually afraid that i won't be able to be enrolled in my current institution. However, the fears are now gone after my admission was justified. I have already in mind an exciting future ahead of me waiting to be unfold in front of my very own eyes.
For years, i have been living in an "up and down" world. The reason is because i have always experience success and later bitter failure in my life. When i was in my secondary years, i thought my life has finally been balanced. However, the results of my 'o' levels ripped me of that image. I am faced with the situation of leaving my friends in VJC and going to another institution. My life have always been that unlucky. Just a subject in my 'o' levels result cost me dearly. Fate it seems but that didn't leave me falling towards my death. I was rekindled by another light in my life, leading me into another exciting chapter.
Credit must go to my friend terry. It his presence and encouragement that brought me basically a new leash of life. I am grateful of what he has done for me. Having such a friend was truely a blessing. It could be that god is signalling to me that my life need not follow the common path to be able to succeed. However, instead, my life will only venture into greater heights when i take the alternative route. Life is always so unpredicable. We must not accept what is thrown in front of us but instead, live your life with the soul in you, leading you to live your life in fulfillment.
I admit that my english is atrocious. However, i do hope that for those who read my blog, will believe that, our lives is in our very own hands and not in others. So everyone, wake up and let your zest accelerate you to the greatest height and live your life with satisfaction. This is the end of this post but not the end of the world. I hope i will be able to post my journal daily. Be sure to 'tune' in if you don't find my post boring.
Hey, this is my first post on blogspot.com. My friend Terry encouraged me to have a blog myself. Actually, i find it interesting to have a blog since i can actually reflect on my day's experiences and my thoughts about it.
I've been living my past few weeks in anxiety. I was actually afraid that i won't be able to be enrolled in my current institution. However, the fears are now gone after my admission was justified. I have already in mind an exciting future ahead of me waiting to be unfold in front of my very own eyes.
For years, i have been living in an "up and down" world. The reason is because i have always experience success and later bitter failure in my life. When i was in my secondary years, i thought my life has finally been balanced. However, the results of my 'o' levels ripped me of that image. I am faced with the situation of leaving my friends in VJC and going to another institution. My life have always been that unlucky. Just a subject in my 'o' levels result cost me dearly. Fate it seems but that didn't leave me falling towards my death. I was rekindled by another light in my life, leading me into another exciting chapter.
Credit must go to my friend terry. It his presence and encouragement that brought me basically a new leash of life. I am grateful of what he has done for me. Having such a friend was truely a blessing. It could be that god is signalling to me that my life need not follow the common path to be able to succeed. However, instead, my life will only venture into greater heights when i take the alternative route. Life is always so unpredicable. We must not accept what is thrown in front of us but instead, live your life with the soul in you, leading you to live your life in fulfillment.
I admit that my english is atrocious. However, i do hope that for those who read my blog, will believe that, our lives is in our very own hands and not in others. So everyone, wake up and let your zest accelerate you to the greatest height and live your life with satisfaction. This is the end of this post but not the end of the world. I hope i will be able to post my journal daily. Be sure to 'tune' in if you don't find my post boring.
Another child blessed by LOVE, 1:02:00 am.
